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The Fray _ Heartless Cover

ain’t that the truth..
(via postsecret)

ain’t that the truth..

(via postsecret)

I’ve always wanted a lock and key necklace as a present.

I’ve always wanted a lock and key necklace as a present.

unreal.

Her Morning Elegance - By Oren Lavie

you know the feeling you get when leaving the house, for an extended period of time- and you can’t help but feel a small empty hole inside you that keeps tugging and screaming “you forgot something”? Eventually it goes away once you:

 A) roll your eyes upward with a throwback of your head and let out “fuck” because you remember what it is you forgot

 or

B) unpack and come to the conclusion you left nothing behind.

I anticipate that feeling. When I leave the house, board the plane, unpack and even when I stay awhile. I know I’m leaving words unsaid, wounds open and pieces of my heart behind. Although, its a terribly unsettling feeling, its okay. Because, its not my fault. It’s not my turn. My hand is no longer outstretched. You’re up and deuces wild. don’t let me down.

“ You can think a lot of things, but nothing really makes sense until you say it aloud. ”
— Buster - during our three hour conversation contempating our realities, loves lost and those floating near by and what we’re going to do with it all when we grow up. im proud of the things he learned, although, not of the things he did to learn them. he’s determined to get there if it kills him. he knows i get him.
“ Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within. ”

Sigmund Freud

..i used to make excuses for someone very close to me - because i believed in them so passionately. This would have been one of those excuses. It took some time for me to realize that all those justifications of poor behavior weren’t going to magically pile together one day form the relationship or person i had wanted - and all they did was form a fictional character based on a real person - in my head.

“ sometimes we need to fall apart to be able to fall back together ”
— me